In November of last year, I felt an urge--I wanted another baby! However, I wasn't sure about adopting again--even though Matthew is my little love, I still wanted to have my own if possible. I figured that surely God must be saving my uterus for SOMETHING...I mean, after all, NO doctor had ever been willing to sign off on my having a hysterectomy. Even with them all saying that I would never get pregnant, none would sign off on my having such a drastic surgery at such a young age, and without having given birth.
So, this past November, I asked my doctor....can I? I mean, my menstrual cycle had been actually normal for 2 years at that point---ever since I lost 150 pounds via gastric bypass. No one would give me a straight answer. Again. No one wanted to confirm or deny what I was feeling.. No one wanted to validate what I said. All they would go on the record of saying, was that IF I was "thinking" of trying, it would need to be quickly as time was not my friend.
Ain't that something? After all these years, all of this progress, and no one still wants to comment on my condition in any way other than to give me, "the look."
So I prayed about it. I talked to my husband, and WE prayed about it...
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